The reason that I don't feel as bad as I thought I would feel passing my goal day is because now that my six-month wait has past, my referral really, really, really should come any day now.

I have this little excited feeling inside that now my referral HAS to come. This week might be it guys.

Before my six-month wait I was just hoping that it would come early, but now that it is over due I feel actually happier and more excited than before.

I WAS feeling kind of depressed on Friday, disapointed that I didn't get it before my goal day, worried that it was never coming and that something was wrong, but I have talked myself out of that- and your comments certainly helped.

So now there is no where to go except to just accept our referral will be coming so so fast- and after waiting this long, just a little bit more shouldn't be too bad.

I will just have to keep my mind on other things and then "boom" we will have it.

Now if our "boom" never "booms" after a few weeks, you might see me singing a different tune.

I might have to go and toilet paper Russia. Anyone willing to join me? :)

Labels: Russian Adoption, waiting for referral